caileighs_mom
04-10-2008, 12:39 PM
-10-07 I lost my son at 19 weeks. I can remember every detail of what happened like it just happened yesterday. From the contractions in the middle of the night, calling the dr who told me it was ligament pain and to try to get some sleep, trying to fall back asleep watching "amazing race- family edition" at 3 am, getting up in the morning and lifting my daughter out of the crib feeling a sharp pain, and without warning, delivering my son at home left in shock & not knowing what to do.
Its been a long journey this past year. Along the way I've read many stories similar to mine, many of those women have comforted me and many I have been fortunate to comfort. I have been without hope and in the deepest despair thinking I would never carry a child again. And I can't say that at times I don't still think that but I have to have faith or I would spend my days miserable and depressed. And that's no way to live your life. Everyday I am thankful for what I do have, and I keep hoping that one day we will be blessed with a sibling for Caileigh.
Sheila
Its been a long journey this past year. Along the way I've read many stories similar to mine, many of those women have comforted me and many I have been fortunate to comfort. I have been without hope and in the deepest despair thinking I would never carry a child again. And I can't say that at times I don't still think that but I have to have faith or I would spend my days miserable and depressed. And that's no way to live your life. Everyday I am thankful for what I do have, and I keep hoping that one day we will be blessed with a sibling for Caileigh.
Sheila