I feel like a psycho

[michaelsmommy]

Hi Ladies, I havent been on in a while, I have been on facebook a lot and I guess RL has gotten the better of me.

I have an almost three year old and had a blighten ovem? over the summer. Well my due date for my lost baby is approaching and I cant get it out of my mind.

I have also had some other things going on, when I found out there was not going to be a baby I developed some kind of cyst, I dont remember what it was called bartholemus? well anyway, it became huge and very painful. When I had a D & C he took care of that for me. Well...its back! It hurts and I cant take it!

Also when my AF returned it was heavier than I have ever had it and I was bleeding for about 10 days so Dr suggested the pill, I said ok b/c I couldnt take all of the bleeding anymore. So the pill is making me a psycho! I have crazy mood swings, I am just crazy!

So here I am crying b/c I should be 38 weeks, and in pain b/c I have a golf ball sized cyst in my hooha.

There are other health issues but my post is long enough. Thank you for listening...

[Psyche]

(((hug)))

Have you told the doctor about all this?

[RKeith]

Hugs & prayers

[michaelsmommy]

Thank you, I will see my doctor tomorrow when he does a procedure to remove the cyst, I cannot wait!!! It hurts so bad, it is the size of a lemon! UGH.

I looked up the pill and mental/mood changes are rare but serious side effects, of course I would get them!

[maksmom]

I had a blighted ovum in March, I was due Mid Sept. The due date was hard for me, and from what I hear very normal/common. As CM said give yourself time, my thoughts and prayers are with you.

[La_Vaca]

I'm so sorry to read/hear this, michaelsmommy. I had an adverse (but very rare) reaction to one of the common bc pills years ago - I became manic and highly anxious - I was completely out of control until a friend of mine pointed out that I'd just started a new medication. I called the OB & was told to discontinue the medicine asap. I am NOT telling YOU to d/c the med w/out your doc's approval, of course, but maybe you can discuss alternate bc pills when you see the doc again. Take care, I'm so sorry you're struggling with all of this. Hang in there & take it one minute at a time.

[Sams3Boys]

I'm sorry for your pain, both physical and emotional.

[Bohemian]

I'm so sorry Michaelsmommy. :(

[HammBugga]

I'm so sorry to all of you who are hurting.

[Laysair]

I'm sorry for your pain both physical and emotional.

[JudyJudyJudy]

I'm so sorry you're dealing with all this. What you're feeling with the upcoming due date is absolutely normal but also very hard emotionally. I hope you're able to get the cyst taken care of quickly. Take care of yourself and take time to grieve. :hug:

[foxinsocks]

Hugs to you. I hope this new year brings you good things.