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Leaf_Racer
11-07-2007, 02:16 AM
Happy 4 month angel day baby girl. I miss you so so very badly. Please watch over me today. I'm sad and scared and going into surgery.

Forever will I love you
You will always be my mom
As I sit with angels I look down at you and point proudly
See . . .See her . . .over there, That's her!

Did you know I could hear your thoughts at night
When you used to lie in bed staring, rubbing your hand on your belly
Looking up at the ceiling in the dark wondering things . . .
Who I would look more like . . .
About how my laugh would sound . . .
My First steps . . .
Books that you would read to me . . ones with pictures . . .
"I like Those!"

The park . . .how you would walk me in a stroller to play on the swings
How about after I ate ice cream the dog excitedly licking my
face almost knocking me down . . .
You just smiled when you read that . . I could see you

Do you know I call you "mommy"?
When you are in the kitchen I pretend I am there also and you can see me
I sit at the table and draw with crayons
I made a picture for the refrigerator
Yellow, blue, red and green
Look its of you and me with a sky and trees
I gave you curly hair . . .

Easter . . .that's my favorite
I always think of you holding my hand taking me to church
One of my socks keeps falling down

Mommy . . .I like the way you kiss my sisters goodnight
on the forehead and tuck them in
I play with them in their dreams
They don't know me but if you ask if they ever
dreamed of playing with a little girl
they would say yes . . .
That's me . . .

Do you remember that bird each early spring
that used to always return and sing
It would have been right around the time of my birthday
That was me to . . .
I would sing "I love you"

I am always along side you . . .
Sometimes you can feel me
A brush against your dress, a breeze on your face . . .
that's when I kiss you

You have always kept me in your mind and heart
Thank you . . .
One day we will be together in heaven and you will cry
and lift me in your arms and I will hug
you so very tight and never let go . . .

But for now I have to . . .

No matter where you go, what you do, I am with you
Always know that I am "Your Little Angel"
I love you mommy . . .

Bye . . .

mommyof2sons
11-07-2007, 05:45 AM
:hug:

Kristen
11-07-2007, 11:05 AM
Happy 4 month angel day, sweet Calypso.

Murphys
11-07-2007, 04:44 PM
Melissa,

My heart is with you today. I am so sorry for everything you have been through and will continue to go through. I wish grief was just a one time thing - like you go through it and then you're done. Sadly, we're never done. This will stick with us forever and ever. I promise you that in time (lots and lots of time) it just won't sting as badly as it does right now. But Calypso's memory will always be with you; therefore the pain of her loss will always be there as well. I hope that in time the things you remember will be the happier times and the painful ones will take a back seat and let you enjoy the memory of your precious daughter.

I'm just so sorry she's gone.

beautifulbutterfly
11-08-2007, 09:47 PM
many many hugs to you.

momofeddie
11-09-2007, 09:49 AM
Thank you for sharing that beautiful poem and your precious angel. Thinking of you.

mommy_ali
11-12-2007, 01:06 PM
Thinking of you. That brought tears to my eyes. Your little angel has touched so many lives.