by Alison Gaul

When
I became pregnant with our first child, my husband and I worried about
how our sensitive dog Justice would cope with the arrival of a
newcomer into our family. We were concerned about "sibling
rivalry" and about him being gentle with the baby. Much to our
surprise, these worries were unfounded. Justice seemed to bond with
our baby "in utero" by rubbing his head up against my
burgeoning belly and singing to it in the way that only Siberian
Huskies, wolves and wookies do. Our baby would kick and wiggle inside
me during this daily serenade. I knew then that they would be best
friends and share many happy memories together. However, I didn't
know exactly how much they intended to share.
During my pregnancy I developed Pre-eclampsia and
spent the last two weeks hospitalized on complete bed rest until I was
induced at 38 weeks gestation. With great joy I delivered a beautiful
baby girl we named Grace. She was perfect in every way. I caressed her
beautiful soft face and stared into her big blue eyes and fell madly
in love. My world was complete. Unfortunately, when I offered her my
breast she wouldn't nurse. Nevertheless, I was determined to
breastfeed and so I began to pump...and pump...and pump. Grace and I
continued to have difficulties even when we came home. That first
at-home nursing session in our bedroom produced many tears - for
her, for me and for our dog that was trying to break down the bedroom
door to "rescue" the baby by licking her face and wagging
his tail. As time went by we developed a beautiful breastfeeding
relationship with the help and support of my wonderful husband and
some excellent lactation consultants. An overabundant milk supply, an
over-active let-down reflex, flat nipples, clogged ducts and nipple
confusion were all eventually overcome. We needed nipple shields, an
electric pump and the supplemental nursing system but Grace never had
a drop of anything but my breastmilk. We spent many hours on the most
comfortable chair in our living room pumping and nursing until we got
it right. It was then that Justice developed a taste for my breastmilk.
Inevitably, with the two hour pumping and nursing schedule we were
keeping, a container of milk spilled on the floor. Bleary eyed and
weary I let it sit until our nursing session was done when Justice
rushed in for the clean-up job. After enthusiastically lapping it
up, he started begging for more. When the howling and panting didn't
encourage me to part with any or to let him suckle, he took to
"stalking" me. He would wait down the hall until I had
placed a freezer bag of milk on the coffee table and had placed Grace
on my breast. Then, he would pounce on the bag and race to another
room knowing full well that I couldn't pursue with the baby latched
on. He ate three nipple shields, part of my breast pump, several
nursing pads and countless ounces of breastmilk. Grace's first big
laughs were while nursing and watching the dog's antics.
After several weeks I started becoming exhausted. The constant
nursing, the lack of sleep and the never-ending, well-meaning advice
of friends, relatives and strangers started to irritate me. I received
a can of unsolicited formula in the mail and started telling those
around me how angry I was with the manufacturer. As the others
launched into their testimonials about the benefits of formula and
bottle feeding I calmly went to the kitchen and prepared some formula
for Justice in a bowl. I placed it on the floor in clear view of
everyone. We watched him sniff it. Then we watched him walk away. I
sat down to pump and Justice immediately ran over to beg at my feet.
It is well known that Justice will eat "anything". He
regularly dines on garbage, road kill and unidentifiable, rotten
objects in the yard. Even so, my dog won't eat formula. Neither will
my baby.
Today, Grace is six months old and still loves to breastfeed. She
has also started eating a little bit of rice cereal mixed with breast
milk. Justice lurks under her high chair, hoping that a few errant
spoonfuls will fall his way. Both of them are happy, healthy and
learning to share.
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