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Blog Entry: Today was quite a day.. in not such a good way. Today we went to Goldboro to go to Sam's Club to buy diapers and go to the mall. Madison was very very ill the whole time. Which i can understand why.. we got up a little bit earlier. Plus my boyfriends mother kept picking her up and everytime she picks Madison up, madison cries. So i ended up carrying her around most of the time which would have been fine if his mother wouldn't have been constantly trying to take her. but oh well i can't blame her for trying to love on her grandaughter. But anywho, it went down today. We had a talk about daycare and everything. It didn't go so i hot. His mother cried because she said we were attacking her, which we were trying to make her as happy as possible without letting her walk all over me. She expects me to pay daycare.. when i don't have a job. and in addition to that.. we don't have a sitter and daycare is so expensive. They honestly could care less about me going back to school. She even suggested her husband pick madison up from where ever she gets kept at (he drinks heavily, and has had DUI arrests) haha i don't think so. I'll stay home before that would ever happen. I just don't know what i am going to do. I want to go back so bad.. i feel so isolated from everyone. but i'd rather have a happy baby than friends and i life. Hopefully i can blog tomorrow about something good happening instead of everything being all bad. I'm at rock bottom at the moment. but i have high hope. Things work out for the best most of the time, hopefully this is one of those times. :)