Here's the real scoop. I am a 43 year old biker momma. I have a totally crazy past, everything from being "Princess Gabora the Ape Lady" on the carnival, to hitch hiking around the USA for almost 10 years.

I have had a couple stays in the looney bin, and I must add, the food was outta this world!!

I have a husband of 21 years...but dont want him anymore. Had a girlfriend, but she got a lil to possesive for me, so I chose door number 3 and got a cool man who loves me just the way I am :)

I have two older sons with the no longer wanted husband, Rickey 17 and Matt 15. Both boys have different levels of brain damage due to lead poisioning. But they are making a go of life.

Then there is my sweet lil boy Elijah. My child from out of the blue...All I really wanted that night was a backrub....The child they told me would be born with downs, but he beat thier damn odds and is perfect!!

I deal with depression on a daily basis and get totally annoyed with life sometimes. I am not one of those "oh gods its so bad I wanna die" types, I am more the type that wants to run away from it all and never look back but my feet havent hit the pavement yet.

I cant spell to save my life, my grammer sucks (its called hillbilly grammer in my neck of the woods) and well since I am not around to impress anyone, I dont really give a crap LOL

I am me, plain and simple, just Malissa :)